Friday, October 3, 2014

Talk about having to "walk through" being thankful!

After that post, I had a glorious couple of days, and then the whole next week just went to pot. It was insane! SS was over and of course drama ensues and hubby's ex has to be involved which then included me having to give rides to her house.

It was a gong show.

And it made me stop and ask "am I really thankful? or am I only thankful when things are good?"

That was a good visitation within myself. In the end, yes. I'm still very thankful. But boy, there were a lot of things besides gratitude coming out of me last week!

Since we have SS every other week, I had a good week of quiet, and reflection. Life used to be 2 days on, 2 days off, 3 days on...that type of rotation with SS. And I know I had more difficulty reaching an element of peace. So...I am also thankful for a week to re-evaluate myself in between!

That all being said, there's nothing really to say in a blog today. Nothing whirling in my head, and not a lot that is prominent in my heart. It's rainy today and it makes me happy I did my yard work yesterday while the sun was still out. My rottie is curled at my feet and I already got the majority of my cleaning done today. It's a low-key, nothing to share, day.

I'm blogging today simply for the sake of blogging. I used to be so proficient in what I wanted to say, and I always seemed to have something. I'm just revisiting the blog to see if anything would come out.

And nothing really did. So I bid a great weekend to everyone. I heard rumours of snow, and I kinda am ok with that.

Life is good.